One big step. Future.

Assalamualaikum semua and hayy people! Haa lama tak update blog ni. Busy sikitlah sekarang. Actually post kali ni pasal yea pasal future fara. "One big step. Future" tu pada fara memang satu title yang quite tough for me to describe lah. Idk why but maybe I'm totally confused. What should I take? Is it TESL in Uitm or Nursing in KPJ? Ya Allah fara just taknak salah plih bcause yea about my future kan. Mmg nampak simple je nak pilih but for me, it's not that easy lah. Sekali salah pilih, maybe fara boleh hilang arah tuju. Fara taknak mcm tu but this is lfe. Life always has ups and downs right? If I take TESL, fara dah boleh nmpak lah kerjaya fara as an English teacher or English lecturer. Salah satulah, but if I take Nursing in KPJ, fara dah boleh nmpak future fara mmg as a nurse. I interested in nursing actually. Dah lama minat but ni pasal future kan so taknak pilih lah. Even nurse pun kerja dkat hospital doesn't mean we cant be happy with our carrier right? We can if we want to. seriously. My dad pun cakap "Whatever it is, you must enjoy your life, enjoy your carrier". and I think it's true lah seriously yes it is. Tapi tulah, if fara amik nursing, life fara mcm berubah lah serta merta tak mcm mmber fara yg lain. Fara diploma dah kerja if I choose nursing lah. But amik nursing dkat KPJ ni pun mmg banyak sgt benefit dia. Tersangat banyak, and if Fara betul struggle, inshaAllah I can go to Arab and kerja dkat sana. Then balik M'sia, boleh demand gaji bcause the reason is fara dah pergi Arab. Kan best tu hahaha tu mmg benefit dia yg paling fara rasa "woww amazing gila". Yela siapa taknak kerja overseas kan then paymennt Arab pun 15000 a month. Weh 15K weh siapa taknak hahaha I WANT IT BABE I WANT IT! This is about my future, fara taknak main main lagi dah. Cukuplah smpai form 5 je fara main main. If I talk about my future je mmg muka fara boleh berubah serta merta. serious talk. Fara nak struggle utk dapatkan scholar KPJ for degree then boleh kerja overseas. Boleh pilih kita nak dkat mane but yang famous selalu orang amik Arab or UK. But if Fara, fara prefer Arab lah. Even fara tak amik bio mase form 5 ust physics and chemistry but if I want it then I'll fight for it. Fara bukan beria nak pergi Arab sbb gaji tnggi no seriously bukan sbb tu but fara rasa dah sampai masa fara be independent. Cari duit sendiri, ada saving sendiri. Fara nak buat semua ni just utk balas jasa parents fara yg selama ni dah bnyak berkorban utk fara. Fara nak tengok diorang happy je dgn kejayaan fara. Tu perkara pertama kenapa fara betul betul nak struggle utk diploma in nursing ni. InshaAllah if niat kita baik, Allah permudahkan segaanya. InshaAllah..Amin.. :)

InshaAllah fara masuk college ni untuk diploma in Nursing. In JB lah :)